All I can control is myself, only I can control myself
He said "I don't know how to live with myself, I'm so sick of these hand built hells, and I know that I wasn't myself, and I know that I need help"
But around every corner of a delicate mind is a fibrous mountain top of deceit
With a long high view of the subjects below and the opportunity for a feast
Cause you and I both know that as long as you go, there's only one way to feed the beast
Only one satisfaction for the insatiable self fulfilling prophecy
I said "I'm sorry that it turned out like this. So many dreams built with every kiss came gushing out of my head with my tears, flushing this wound that wont heal for years"
But around every corner of a delicate mind is a fibrous mountain top of deceit
With a long high view of the subjects below and the opportunity for a feast
Cause you and I both know that as long as you go, there's only one way to feed the beast
Only one satisfaction for the insatiable self fulfilling prophecy
Never thought that it would end like this. I want to believe what you're saying is legit, but part still thinks you're full of shit, and anyway it was you that quit
credits
from My Stupid Life,
released September 22, 2022
Song written and produced by Sarah Ratten
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